Caitlin.

nonesense @ 2007-10-22T19:07:00

2007-10-22T23:08:38Z

I CANT STOP EATING CHOCOLATE. I seriously think I have a problem. So- starting tomorrow, I'm cutting it out of my diet for the next two weeks.

nothing seems to kill me- no matter how hard i try

2007-05-14T21:56:03Z

I am in need of some motivation. wasting away in the same cycle every day. Miss the good old days of Livejournal- myspace is not personal. nothing feels personal anymore i guess.

nonesense @ 2007-01-08T20:21:00

2007-01-09T01:22:20Z

2006 really sucked the big one. One of Mikes friends brought in bed bugs, which, prior to my pervious knowledge, REALLY DO EXIST! AND BITE! WOOO! So for the first time in like, 5 years, I cleaned my room so well that my entire carpet was visable, and the bug man could spray the little fuckers into oblivion. For another portion, and during the time of bed bugs, I also got blessed with mono, which made me a tired whore for about four months. and uhhhh…..I quit drugs. Hurray! And Luke and I started dating and are still together. (almost seven months now) which makes me happy. My indoor cat turned into an outdoor cat and global warming made Connecticut like 70 degrees in December! Good DAY!

nonesense @ 2006-05-30T14:07:00

2006-05-30T18:20:10Z

So Julie told me her brother makes home-aide empanadas, they were pretty tasty. But when I went in their cabinet later on, I saw Epanada sauce, AND I KNOW THAT MOTHER FUCKER IS A FRAUD. I JUST KNOW IT! I wanted to rip his fucking head out of his skull and fill it with empanada filling because I was so pissed, but instead I made herbal tea and went to sleep. When I awoke, MY BACKPACK WAS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND, it got fucking jacked! BY JACK THE RIPPER! AKA ANNA. Mother fucker!

Did you know raisons are just grapes that dried out and shriveled into nothing? I think its pretty amazing that they can take something so worthless, package it & distribute it for sale. How neat.

Last night I went midnight swimming and then walked around the abacoa round-abouts half naked with angie. Got called a slut by some drunken guy and his stupid ass girly friend. I told them I was just looking for a man and it was none of their damn business what i was doing that stupid mother fucking ASSHOLE!!! I JUST WANT THE COCK! BUT INSTEAD WE GOT ATTACKED BY FIRE ANTS!!! Asdjghfdgfdkjhgdg.

Steve Erkeles pretty fine, when he's Stephaan. And now I'm wearing my pants up high in remembrance.

Peace.

good morning starshine, the earth says hello!

2006-05-23T15:20:23Z

i hate chocolate frosting, its fucking gross. and now im covered in it cause mike and i got in a fight over cake. i graduated high school. and that makes me happy. i also quit my job, and now i am a bum, and i sit around and smoke ciggerates with julie hamilton who is responsible for me aquiring the bad habit. POOL TIME, BYE.

Did you expect it all to stop at the wave of your hand?

2006-05-14T05:26:30Z

Today was made for listening and watching and I picked up a lot on peoples moods and how they express them. I don’t like how people can effect me. Even temporarly. The love, the hate, everywhere in-between and sideways. Its like anything that happens around you effects you. And it can be in a totally different way, it could mean so much more, so much less, to you then it meant to that person sitting next to you.

I don’t think many people like to be simple. They stretch feelings, (thoughts, ideas, experiences, ect.,) and change them around to what they think should be their perspective.
& I guess everybody does this subconsciously to a degree.
Maybe we try so hard to relate with one another that we dont truly get to know them. But it’s the akwardness and different-ness that is so beautiful to me.

I’m kind of tired of getting fucked up and interpreting things differently then the way they were originally presented. Its cool to see life from a different angle but if all the gloriousness and excitement is based on a mind alteration then maybe its time to start using my own mind.

I just want to see more of this world and go places and meet new people, see different cultures, experience more. I’ve had this in the back of my head for quite some time, and pretty soon I will be on my own, trying to survive, and maybe I wont have time to think about stuff like this. But in the end its my choice, your choice, the choice, to be effected.

I gatta find a way, to find my way..

2006-05-10T01:19:37Z

RIP Veta Hash Brown

Things are good. I graduate in a week. I saw Lynyrd Skynyrd on Sunday and it was amazing, I had such a good time. Havent been using LJ lately but maybe I'll start again...

Peace.

nonesense @ 2006-04-09T19:23:00

2006-04-09T23:25:38Z

"Happiness is not having what you want, but wanting what you have."

nonesense @ 2006-01-10T21:56:00

2006-01-11T02:57:21Z

I always bitch about how I need to stop with all of my bad habits, but I never follow threw. I reason with myself why I can not change the way I am, when in-fact, its just the simple matter of stopping. I need to stop getting drunk on school nights and only get high when I’m comfortable. I need to trust my gut more. I have a really good feeling for what the future will bring me, or, what I will bring myself. Tonight I remembered that I am the person who needs to make me happy, and its not so hard to do so, once I actually try and be positive.

nonesense @ 2006-01-08T23:11:00

2006-01-09T04:14:06Z

"Be something you love and understand."

so fucked up cant open my eyes

2005-12-06T01:47:32Z

angie and i

pigging out

sewing skirts

shaving legs

new jeans

pollo tropical!

waiting outside roses= taking weird pictures

back of car

julies glasses

allyson, rose, dog.

jesus walk home

results in buying food supply

which makes me a happy camper

END

nonesense @ 2005-11-15T03:13:00

2005-11-15T08:18:10Z

I decided that I'm going to quit smoking weed. It doesn’t bring me happiness anymore. in-fact, it does quite the opposite. I think I’ll be a lot better off without it.

the rain shall come, and corpses become roses..

2005-10-16T18:27:57Z

nonesense @ 2005-08-31T22:56:00

2005-09-01T03:07:01Z

not much to say. im pretty thankful for everything. maybe its the hurricane stories but im like stepping back and realizing that i'm too fortunite to bitch. i miss my friends because im working alot now. but its nice to have money. all and all things are okay.
i hope everyone is doing fine. peace.

nonesense @ 2005-08-02T22:08:00

2005-08-03T02:13:39Z

I GOT A JOB AT MRS FIELDS.
oh and, angie took a picture of me at the mall today.

I'm sorry miss jackson wooo i am for real

2005-08-01T17:38:48Z

My dad told me yesterday that something like 22% of people die the first time they inhale aerosols. (ie duster) which I found interesting, and thought I’d share. Maybe I will post an actual post sometime soon. Maybe not. HAVE A NICE DAY BYE.

So due to recent events.....

2004-01-31T04:30:14Z

K so, friends only.
Most of you are already under friends.
I'll add anyone else if you want, as long as I know your not some weird stalker guy who rapes little children, or your my parents, or your friends of my parents ect.